03-01-2007, 03:37 AM
Will you remember this sister in prayer? Thanks.
I have been away from church and have been running from the truth for two years now. I was seeking questions but not answers as a way of distancing myself from God. Now I really want to be close to God again, but I am really afraid. I guess before I was with the wrong group of Christians, it wasn't real Christianity because I turned judgmental and went overboard with it all. Since I have not been going to church or practicing Christianity other Christians have been the same way to me, and making me feel like I am a terrible person.
I want to be close to God, but I am afraid because I don't want to be that person again. I have so much fear in me and I just cry because I want to be close to Him but I am so afraid to try. I do want to say this though, I just started praying again the other day and He has already answered my prayers. I had questions and started to actively seek the answers and he has provided them for me each time. This wall of fear is still up though so I am asking for the combined prayer of everyone that will to help break this for me. I am praying about it, but I need help. Thanks. JenniferSC
I have been away from church and have been running from the truth for two years now. I was seeking questions but not answers as a way of distancing myself from God. Now I really want to be close to God again, but I am really afraid. I guess before I was with the wrong group of Christians, it wasn't real Christianity because I turned judgmental and went overboard with it all. Since I have not been going to church or practicing Christianity other Christians have been the same way to me, and making me feel like I am a terrible person.
I want to be close to God, but I am afraid because I don't want to be that person again. I have so much fear in me and I just cry because I want to be close to Him but I am so afraid to try. I do want to say this though, I just started praying again the other day and He has already answered my prayers. I had questions and started to actively seek the answers and he has provided them for me each time. This wall of fear is still up though so I am asking for the combined prayer of everyone that will to help break this for me. I am praying about it, but I need help. Thanks. JenniferSC